QUESTION: Dear Masters, I have this beautiful connection to an energy that I call God energy. People come to me for healing. They say they feel peaceful with me. I want to do more….reach more people and animals and give back to the planet. I am about to burst with this wanting because I want to do great things…not for ego but because I feel it is my true desire to help in a larger way. If you have any guidance, please show me the way. I have seen this energy in a dream-or did I die? I have crossed over and have seen the light and felt the immense love and now, when I want to, I inhale this energy and share it with others on an exhale…breathing new life into others. I know that I am only a conduit, a hollow bone. I take no credit but I am joyful in my abilities to help and also to have found my calling. This said, I have noticed that I don’t have any personal sadness, only tears for others’ sadness and pain, or tears of joy when I see others helping and giving to those in need. Please share your thoughts with me. P.S. I am a real human having a human experience, not trying to be a saint. I really dislike people who put on a phony face of love. I can be loving, but I can also show my human face.
ANSWER: We included your whole message to us as an example for all those readers who are fighting the various feelings caused by being an eternal, all- powerful soul contained in an all-too-human, fragile shell. You express beautifully the various aspects of the journey of life from the human perspective.
We will comment first on your out-of-body experience wherein you returned Home to the unconditionally loving energy that is our continual state. In the physiological sense you did not “die” because none of the physical faculties of your body-shell ceased to function, even for an instant. When the body is rejuvenating during the sleep/rest cycle, the soul often goes about its business of experiencing things with just a thin attachment to the body to keep it functioning.
The essence of each of us is energetic, unless we choose to appear in some constant form or body. Being energy we may merge with the Universe and be conscious in as many places as we choose. Since our primary essence is unconditional love, we return to it to renew ourselves. Generally when you return back into your physical form you have little or no memory of the sensation of the experience.
You chose to remember the intensity and grandeur of the unconditional love so that you could establish a reference point to enable you to infuse it into others at will. You do this with the breathing technique you have developed. The new life you breathe into others is a sampling of their own essence that they have forgotten, so you prime the pump to get it flowing again. The sense that this does not originate from you, of course, is correct; it is the energy that is sometimes called the Oneness or Source or, even, Divine energy.
The emotional condition of lack of sadness, etc., results from being at peace with your life. You flow with the energy of all. You accept yourself and the role you chose to fulfill before this particular incarnation. This is a function of being out of judgment, where things are right or wrong, and into a state of evaluation where you can dispassionately observe your life patterns and experiences for their knowledge without criticism.
We chuckled at your P.S. It shows that you can still be aware of all the physical happenings that only a body can afford, and can have opinions and evaluations about the way others are choosing to spend their lives.
To use Earth vernacular: Rock on, baby!