What I project
QUESTION: Masters, I am wondering how to identify and resolve the underlying feeling I send out in all of my relationships of not belonging here on Earth. I also think this underlying feeling of not wanting to be here and doing all the worldly things, is affecting my little boy’s relationships with his friends. I have all of my life had a feeling that I have to move, or that everything I do is just a temporary thing. I find it very easy to resolve issues regarding being a part of one source, and I know that I chose everything before I came down here. I feel lack of feedback from people around me, is this because of some underlying energy I haven`t figured out? I can´t seem to get naturally included anywhere, and I am so worried to bring this on to my son and his relationships. ~Anne, Norge
ANSWER: You are a soul who is having a life within a physical body. All souls have the ability to project out of their bodies and frequently leave almost completely at night. Your basic composition is one of energy that can be felt and interpreted by those who openly sense such things. When your thoughts are engaged in thinking about returning to the unconditional love of Home and ridding yourself of the negativity of Earth, you are sending exactly that information to anyone who is listening.
You have freedom of choice as to each aspect of your existence. You have chosen to bring children into this lifetime to be with you. You are making the choice now to spend time concentrating on your dreams for the future instead of the obligations you assumed by bringing them to life. They can feel that you yearn to be away from them and that they are holding you to this life. The message you are projecting is that your dreams and feelings are more important than anyone or anything else.
You cannot communicate with other people because you are always removed from them by desire to be elsewhere. If you truly want to participate in this life you have constructed, and take the fear and guilt away from the children, you must start living in the moment. Look around you every day and accept that your surroundings are what you have chosen for this short period in time.
See if you can bring the love of the children and others in your life into yourself. Stop hating yourself and where and what you are, and see what a fantastic person you are. Love yourself for what you have accomplished so far. Plan to interact more with those with whom you share time. If you stop chasing others away, they will welcome you into their lives.