Why is my job affecting me physically?
QUESTION: Masters when I started to work at my current job I was very happy and excited but now I’m so tired, I know that this is a wonderful experience for me and my evolution. Now I frequently feel tired and sick, I used to be so brave and full of energy… I really want to know what is happening to me, why do I feel so deluded and tired? At the same time I am very happy to discover and learn more and more about the spiritual science where my job is related… Please, I really appreciate your explanations about it. ~CNC, Brazil
ANSWER: First, we would call your attention to the concept of bravery that you brought up. That simply means that at the beginning, you did not worry about what you would be facing or what you would learn. Now, being concerned about the unknown indicates that you are afraid of what you have become involved in.
When fear surfaces, you interact with life in a different way. It takes much more energy to deal with because you are constantly on edge to see what next must be accommodated. You are so wrapped up in anticipation and expectations that you are not aware of the negativity that accompanies some of the clients.
One of the most common dealings in spiritual science is helping a client over an infestation of negative thoughts, actions, and beliefs. Once those negatives are released from the client, they will attach to any positive thing or person who is around and unprotected. Without protecting yourself, you are just standing there offering to harbor this negativity because you have not covered your body in positive, loving light, which would repel these negative energies.
You will feel better if you cleanse your physical body of all the negativity that surrounds you. Then go inside and see what negative sensations and ideas have tried to impact you. Start by sending them away and replacing them with self-love. This should immediately energize you and make you feel stronger.
Begin your day with positive affirmations of how great this position is and the wealth of knowledge it is allowing you. See the unknown as an exciting adventure, not a darkness to fear. Revel in your powers, as a soul, for creativity and manifestation. Make your world into what is perfect for you.