Twin flame energy

QUESTION: Masters, I have a question about twin flames. I believe I met mine, two years ago, in May. It was VERY intense, so intense that I ran away from him without getting his phone number, or giving him mine. I cried as I drove away in a cab, and for 3 hours after that. It felt like I had lost my right arm and leg, it was so painful. Since then, I have been thinking about him every day, sending him love. Can you tell me if he is my twin flame and if I will meet him again? If he isn´t my twin, can you then tell me if my twin is here on Earth now? ~Isaebel, Denmark

ANSWER: He is not your twin flame but he is a soul mate of yours. The intense energy you felt was from all the incomplete events you have hanging between the two of you. This soul and you have had numerous lifetimes together and seem to have difficulty completing life lessons, for which you are helping the other. In a recent life you were both your current sexes: he was your abusive husband with whom you were madly in love, but finally you could take the abuse no longer and ran away. He swore to find and kill you. The blast of energy that hit you was a combination of a fantastic frustrated sexual longing and fear for your life.

Overlaid on that energy was a fear of being seen by him, because in another lifetime you were both male: you betrayed him to the authorities for being an insurgent and he was tortured to death. In another life, you snuck up and killed him because he was the favored of a girl you wanted to marry. Also he was the leader of a slave rebellion aboard a ship you commanded and he swore revenge as you escaped.

He came into your life at this time for you to start clearing out some of these suppressed feelings. You don’t have to do it together, but you do have to forgive yourself and reconcile the feelings you have concerning betrayal, abuse, and the fact that you have trouble loving yourself. But, again, you don’t have to do anything that you are not ready for.

Your twin flame is not in body form at this time. You will see this soul mate only if you can do so without having a deluge of emotions. That will only occur only if you have cleared out the residual from past lives.