Dealing with “aftermaths”
QUESTION: Masters I met my twin a year ago. I understand there might be some confusion around this theme but I am positive he was my twin flame. What a ride it has been ever since! Basically two complete idiots bumped in to each other and awakened something in ourselves. The issue right now is that I hate him. I feel rage when I think of this man: How could he? What we experienced was so ugly towards me. I am beyond hurt. Will this storm ever settle? Both have been dealing with addictions, I am dealing with my substance abuse but have no idea how he is doing on his sex addiction – if he even has lifted a finger to deal with it. He does not want to communicate at all. Can I ever be happy with another man knowing my twin flame is also incarnated on Earth? ~Ann, Norway
ANSWER: First off, he was not your twin. Had he been your twin the two of you would have had such fantastic energy together that it would have outshone your addictions and they would have been put aside. Just being together would have been all you desired, and you wouldn’t have wanted anything chemically to keep you from feeling each other’s energy.
What happened here was a case of each of you facilitating the other’s addiction. He did everything he thought you wanted, by seeing that you got what you desired for your addiction, in exchange for using your body to satisfy his addiction. He took advantage of you in all sorts of circumstances and frequently against your will. You kept allowing and forgiving him because you convinced yourself he was your twin flame. This is a notion that he enhanced every time he could.
Your anger is understandable, both because he tricked and abused you and because you cannot forgive yourself for letting it continue for so long. Put it aside with the knowledge that you can change any future contact with men. Forgive yourself because you now know it can’t happen again unless you allow it to.
Even if your twin flame were incarnate at the same time as you, there is nothing to say that the two of you had planned even to meet up. You are not restricted by the presence of any soul on the planet. Decide how you want the rest of your life to occur.
Fears and doubts are the indication that you are facing a lesson you wished to experience. Use those signs to examine what is holding you from moving forward. Put together a dream for your future and then manifest it into your life.