When is the end?

QUESTION: Masters, I recently experienced three very painful situations- death of my only child, carjacking and robbery with a gun and my wife was given the last rites. Those situations have led me down the path of discovering afterlife knowledge, soul therapy, I abandoned organized religion and currently under the care of a psychiatrist. I was able to return to work part time and care for my wife but there are times when I feel that my life lessons have been completed and cannot find cause to go further. Can you provide some insights as to why these feelings surfaced? And is there any advice to prevent recurrence? I do talk to my guides and ask for positive energy. Recently I have started to lose the pigment in my skin which has given rise to entertaining thoughts of planned exit from this earthly plane. Help!!!! ~Kris, Guyana

ANSWER: You are a soul who has had many lives on Earth and, therefore, has chosen very difficult lessons from which to learn in this lifetime. Your journey has been one of exploration – first of the judgmental aspects of human society, and now digging more deeply into the spiritual essence of your soul.

Organized religion helped you in the earlier periods of your life but told you what to think and do without soliciting any input from your soul. Soul therapy, which includes the knowledge and wisdom of the repeated journeys a soul takes, is allowing you to gather information from your unconscious higher self, or soul, through the use of your inner feelings.

As you discover more awareness of who you truly are as a soul, increased feelings from past live experiences come forward and make you remember what it is like to be in the unconditional love of Source energy, or “Home,” as we call it. It is comforting, when Earth gives you terrible challenges, to think of the blissfulness of Home. The desire to be there becomes overpowering.

You need to evaluate what you have accomplished in this lifetime and if there is anything more you want to do before deciding to leave. The change in your pigmentation is a purely physical phenomenon and has nothing to do with your spiritual journey or progress.