Where is my life partner
QUESTION: Masters, I’m Markku from Finland a gay man. I’m been looking for my life soul mate for a long time. I have been doing my lightwork, etc. for long time. I don’t know why I’m frustrated when I open myself to a man who I love I get disappointed. I’m very, very open honest man. I have time now since I quit work I’m sort of free for everything. My heart tells me to rest and enjoy but my mind wants a man in my life. I’m tired of this. Please I like to hear some honest answers. What’s my role here, do I ever achieve my goal of a life partner? ~Markku, Suomi
ANSWER: We hate to disappoint you, but there is no one life soul mate, partner, or any designated individual for you. You are being betrayed by your own expectations. Disappointment appears any time you have determined you want a particular outcome and it doesn’t materialize. When you plan out how you desire an event to be completed, you are trying to control the actions of any other people involved. You can never cause others to take an action to which they do not consent.
You doubt yourself so much that the message you are unconsciously sending out to others is one of confusion and indecision. The battle you are having between your heart and your mind is a good example of fighting yourself. Your mind is filled with thoughts and ideas that have been placed there by what you have been told and what you have read. It has nothing to do with your experience or your intuition; it comes from outside of yourself, from society.
Go with your heart, with the feelings of your inner self. Find a love of self within. Bring that love out and show the world you know what love is. When others feel the love you exude, they will want to be with you; that is how you will find a man to share your life. Remember, you can only love another to the degree you love yourself.