Confused with status

QUESTION: Masters, I need to know why I feel so different from everyone in this world. I understand from a deep level about this world’s origin and the purpose we are here, but as far as getting to know my real self, my soul, I feel like I have a block. It’s like I’m not supposed to have memories from past lives, or psychic abilities, or even transcendent experiences. Yet I have an urge to know, to experience, which I don’t know where it’s coming from. I want to know who I really am, and no psychic or channel has been able to see through me. I have transcended suffering and frustration, I understand to a deep, intuitive level, yet the experiences I want to have are simply not occurring. I feel like I’m not supposed to be here, not because I hate earth, but because I feel like I don’t belong. ~Sil, Argentina

ANSWER: First off, how do you know you feel so different from everyone else in the world? How many other bodies have you inhabited? If you are relying on what you have heard others say, how do you know they have the same frame of reference you possess? No soul comes into a human body knowing who they are, having memories of past lives, with the ability to use any psychic powers they may have previously developed, or the knowledge of why they chose that life. Those are all blocked by amnesia.

Your urge to know and experience comes from inside and your desire to open all the locked doors, but this can only happen if you work at it without looking for an easy way out. Just wanting something to happen will not make it happen without your doing the work to create the opportunity.

You need to examine your feelings about your current state, like not belonging here and being continually blocked from reaching understanding. These are attached to life lessons of not being good enough, not having faith in yourself, and taking back your power to make decisions, which you have ceded to others.

Examine your status as a piece of Source energy. Understand the powers and abilities you possess with which you can bring to yourself the things you want to experience. Know that you can create what you need if you have the faith in yourself that it is available to you. Stop making excuses, as you have here, and get to work. The sooner you do, the faster you will reverse your results.