Living as a gay person
QUESTION: Masters, I’m a 43 years old gay from Finland. I’m hoping to find my life partner. Why here earth have to be so strong and so much own power? What I do when guys come and there’s resonance but they are married? Why spiritual people and universe don’t speak sexuality? Okay it’s my learning it’s really tough for me. I have to take responsibility for that but how? What is my main learning topic here? To love myself? Yeah, I know that but can you give me some exact knowledge how I really love myself and take responsible action because people don’t tolerate my gay world, ~Markku, Finland
ANSWER: Earth is a duality, and it is controlled by a belief system that says everything must be judged by the ego to determine its value. Souls come to Earth to learn to understand and use their essential powers from being a piece of Source. All humans are all powerful, all magnificent, all knowing, and all creative, but they don’t know it as they enter their bodies with amnesia.
Once on Earth, souls work on the pre-selected lessons they wished to explore. The first purpose is to discover who they are (souls) and what abilities they can use to experience this life. As you mentioned, the main turning point in life is when you learn to love yourself. You don’t have to love everything you chose to experience, but just love the fact that you undertook the journey in the first place.
Once you accept and love your potential, you then work toward manifesting the lessons. They will be apparent by the fears and doubts that present themselves. Being gay was a choice you made because you had decided to experience bigotry, hatred, and ambiguity. You also wanted to find the power within yourself to ignore the judgment of others and accept the love within.
Until you love yourself, you will be unable to love and share a life with another. It is easy from a distance to pick a person you think you might be happy with, but that is not how relationships exist. They must be mutual. Similarly, it is easy to dream of having a powerful car or a magnificent mansion, but it is not possible unless you have the means.
To manifest something, you have to have faith in yourself and the ability to tell yourself you deserve it. You then have to bring a person into your life who fits the parameters – in your case, single, gay, and looking for a relationship. Concentrate on the qualities and send the message out into the universe.