Why me?

QUESTION: Masters, I know I have come here to be a healer, my true vocation, and do, in a certain way, work professionally, but I am finding it hard to position myself. I find it difficult to promote myself. I am tired of reading endless marketing hype. I live alone, struggle financially and seem to spend most of my time procrastinating. What is holding me back? What am I waiting for? When I do treat people, they respond in a very positive way. I am feeling truly lost at this time. ~Jane, Spain

ANSWER: What is holding you back? You are! It is easier to do nothing and talk about it than to take a few steps and do something. Your life lessons include connecting with your strength and moving forward. To do that, you have to love yourself. Why, you ask? Because if you don’t love yourself, you don’t think you deserve to accomplish anything, and so you sit back like a helpless victim and talk about how you can’t do anything.

Start with the basics of who you are. You are a piece of Source—all powerful, all magnificent, all knowing. You create the world that you live in. If you see negativity, you create negativity. If you see failure, you draw failure to you. If you think you have to get advice constantly from others, and they say what you already know, it confirms for you that you can’t move forward. If you don’t have confidence in yourself to get clients, you will be in a financial struggle.

You are a healer. You have been a healer in many past lives. That is not your problem. Your problem is your belief in your abilities. You question that you can help people until you actually do and the result is fantastic (if the client is on board with being healed).

Stop spending time “thinking.” Start sending out positive energy to those who can use your ability. They will find you. Begin with affirmations concerning your expertise. That will be easy to do without having to get too far away from your procrastination. When the statements ignite a fire in you to work, the energy you have sent out for work will bring in results. You will want to service those who come to you, and you will develop a new belief system full of success.