Dulled nerve endings
QUESTION: Masters, all my life I have had a problem feeling sexual energy. I had a lot of therapies and healing sessions but I can hardly feel my sexual energy and it gives me a feeling of sadness because making love does not affect me at all. Can you please advise me or tell me why this is? ~Johanna, Holland
ANSWER: One of the lessons you came to Earth to experience has to do with learning all about the different types of love. When the body thinks that romantic, sexual love is the ultimate, all else pales by comparison. Granted, the momentary physical bliss that may be experienced at the time of orgasm is one of the most dynamic neurological sensations of which the body is capable, and one of the reasons some souls incarnate.
The Earth journey is not just about the ability to achieve stimulation of the nerves in the sexual parts of the body. Many life lessons occur with bodies that are incapable of any sensations in that area, and working through the angst that fact creates is the test.
A total love between two people is one that is unconditional and sharing and in which sexual sensation is unimportant. The purest of loves is the kind experienced at Home with the Source. There you have no body and therefore the sensation you crave does not exist—being incapable of being produced anywhere other than on Earth. Yet at Home you are continually in bliss, not just for a few moments, without needing a physiological response.
There are a lot of things each human sees or hears that others have done and would like to duplicate. Many people dream of being a star athlete, yet their bodies are not designed for sports. They are still complete humans and dedicate their life to other activities such as music or art.
You have fallen prey to all the hype about romantic love being necessary for a fulfilling lifetime. You planned, however, to see what it would be like to be different from the masses. Your lesson is to accept who you are and find ways to satisfy your needs in some other form.