Who am I?
QUESTION: Masters, please help. I am frightened and desperate. Every part of my body seems to be contracted. I am breathless and anxious. I feel lifeless, and very depressed. My head feels heavy and hot, full of energy—yet I can’t think clearly. My solar plexus feels full of the “me” that I can’t release. I feel a complete absence of me. My neck muscles are tight, my eyes, nose, and mouth are painful. I feel ungrounded and un-centered. I have difficulty in walking. There were traumas in my early childhood, but I can’t remember. I had no bed of my own. My masculine side is disempowered. I feel a trapped baby in my solar plexus. Smells overwhelm me. I can’t connect with outward emotions. The most releasing thing I have ever done is to be buried in the earth for 2 hours. My body shook. Then happy noises came out. ~John, UK
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ANSWER: You are a soul going through a terrific transition. Your higher self is trying to get your attention to get you to go inward and bring the fears from your youthful life lessons out into the light. You have had so much trauma that you have all your emotions buried behind doors and under layers of denial so that they will not affect you. Without emotions you cannot respond to day-to-day situations. When you do try to feel anything, all the coverings prevent you from touching what you need to see and feel to be able to accept and deal with these issues.
This is a process that you will not be able to do by yourself. Just as you felt most comfortable when you were buried, you need to get out of your conscious mind and away from the stimulation of your body. One of the ways you would be able to do this is through hypnosis. A hypnotherapist who has experience dealing with childhood and inner-child issues will be able to help you confront, understand, and start to resolve your problems.
This will not be an easy or a fast procedure. You must start by presenting a clear intention to your conscious mind and the universe concerning where you want to be. You must decide who you desire to be as a person. Define the characteristics with which you wish to live in your life. Your consciousness perceives you as many people of several ages, each one of these signals some turning point in your younger life. Your goal should be to unite all your selves into one being. This is the way to happiness for you.