Psychic clarity

QUESTION: Masters, I love and care for someone very much. At present we are not communicating at all. I have had incredible visions of love and a life together. At various times my psychic, metaphysical, or spiritual voices have indicated that we will be together and at other times not. I know I am on an incredible journey of self-discovery and, possibly, mastery. I need to know the importance of her in my life. Also, what are the blockages to my consistent and accurate psychic sensitivity and healing channel abilities? Where am I in knowing, understanding, and accepting my life’s purpose and direction? What am I to do? As I am seeking my spiritual center I know there are layers to these questions. ~Barry, US

ANSWER: First premise of the soul’s journey: You are always where you are supposed to be when you are there. As you go through the human process, it is directed by the choices you make at the moment, not something you determined before coming to Earth.

You are a “wannabe”—not an unusual thing for a human. You see or read about something and you want to be that person or be able to do that thing. You have therefore developed a belief system of already being in tune with nature and the universe and therefore always right. The problem is that you know this is not true because you are having trouble getting your imagination and dreams to match what is happening to you and around you.

Strong beliefs can feel absolutely right to you. You have created a fantasy world about this person and she hardly knows you exist. Spending time thinking about her has equated to reality in you but is nothing more than a fantasy world, like celebrity worship.

The blockages you are experiencing have to do with the fact that you never completely shut down your thinking mind when you are trying to connect with the non-physical energies. Your mind makes its own interpretation of what is happening instead of letting the spirits and your higher self give you a picture of the action. Dreaming by itself will not make something happen.

This person is in your life for you to realize what you are creating is imagination, when you think you are manifesting. Intention is the key to producing something with which you can physically interact. Spend time on meditating until you reach the silence where there is no interference. Then let your higher self inform you what you had planned for this lifetime.