Archive for December, 2011

Pulled two ways

Tuesday, December 13th, 2011

QUESTION: Masters, My relationship of many years feels energetically stuck. I feel drained and without motivation or focus. I feel very little interest or connection except we have a child together and financial ties. He is a good man, handsome and loving. I have recently met a man that I felt an instant soul connection with on a very high level of consciousness. It almost felt like a spiritual union, a very high state of love. Upon parting, I felt a withdrawal from his energy as if someone had pulled something from my center making me feel dizzy for a moment. My inner voice told me that my higher angels sent this man to me, that he is a soul mate and will be in my future. I want to honor my intuition, my heart and soul’s desire but want to respect my current relationship and family. What is the lesson of this meeting? How do I obtain clarity, direction? Healing and soul growth? ~Shelly, USA

ANSWER: Ambiguity is a powerful lesson with which to deal. You have a very human physical relationship of a normal variety started when you had little experience and confidence in who you were. You then have an energetic being enter your life who stimulates you not on a merely physical level, but also on a vibrational level. It is virtually impossible to compare the two.

You made a contract with this new soul to enter your life at this time to awaken energetic feelings within you. You wished to then tussle with the decisions presented. Your intuition is simply telling you that this is what you wanted to happen, but you did not have a set outcome in mind. It is for you to examine your life and see what feels right to you.

Honor yourself in this situation. You had become very complacent in your marriage, stuck as you called it. There is no real excitement—just a job you are stuck performing. Your choices are to stay or to leave. We suggest, to assist in your decision, you start a list of everything that feels good in your marriage and everything that does not feel good or satisfy you. Then you have to decide what YOU want to happen. This is about your growth and understanding, not a sense of what society might tell you is “correct.”

Your child can feel when you are vibrant and when you are depleted. If you choose that it is time to move on, staying around because your husband doesn’t want you to leave is saying to him and yourself that he knows more what is right for you than you do. Take charge and you won’t be stuck any longer.

Organ donations

Tuesday, December 6th, 2011

QUESTION: Masters, today we leave on a trip to meet the boy who is the organ recipient of my daughter’s heart. Are he and the other 4 recipients part of our soul family? Is there a cord or karma involved? If so, is it resolved now? The heart is especially dear to us humans….is there something to that or is it just a blood pumping organ? Will Sarah be with us as we meet and listen to “her” heart beat once again? ~K., USA

ANSWER: You and your family have participated in one of humanity’s most sacred “givings”—a part of your beloved family member to sustain the life of another. This whole procedure, from the transition of your own daughter through the entire lifetime of each recipient, involved much planning before any of you came down to Earth in your physical bodies.

Since each soul has total freedom of choice, you can make plans at Home and then come down and decide you don’t want to complete them. In a situation such as we have here, many life lessons are intertwined. First we have the choices your daughter had wished to see fulfilled. Added to this were the potential complications that could arise at the time of her leaving her physical body. Then there were the condition of each recipient’s medical status, the availability of transplant personnel, physical location on the planet, and even weather conditions.

The recipients are not part of your soul group but are souls who heard of your daughter’s plan for this life and asked if they could take part. The rest of your family was also involved in these plans since you would be present before, during, and after the procedures. The emotions you have encountered are all life lessons for you as well. Karma had nothing to do with this sequence of events. All souls are connected in their origin from Source.

The heart is no more significant than any other part of the human body. Humans attach more significance to it than any other organ because a body cannot function without it. It has many romantic historical attachments as well. This heart muscle was first powered by your daughter’s soul and now is being sustained by the soul of another.

Sarah has been with you every step of the way. She is happily watching you reconcile to what has happened and rejoicing in her legacy. Just close your eyes and see her smile!

Is it guidance?

Tuesday, December 6th, 2011

QUESTION: Masters, I´m confused. I have divorced, moved and have done all this because I tried to follow my guidance and listen to my higher self. But still I don´t seem to fit anywhere. I would like to have family for my little boy. What am I? Are we in totally wrong place after all? I feel that when I feel “better” and think that now things are going better, after a while it all breaks down… Or am I thinking wrong? What is it that I just don´t understand. Sometimes it feels like it´s just my imagination and not “guidance.” How can I help my child to grow up and shine his light? ~Sanna, Finland

ANSWER: Each step you have taken has you more in control of your life and the decisions that guide it. As each change occurred you felt the rightness of it. Whenever you remove something from your life, such as a husband, you leave a depression in its place. This turns into an emotional type of depression unless you do something with this void.

So, what is the magical ingredient that balances up your existence? None other than self-love! Start by congratulating yourself for listening to your higher self and making your decisions. Your sense of wrongness and your feeling that things aren’t getting any better come from trying to see life over the vast chasm of nothingness that is the depression created by what happened.

Begin each morning by feeling for the unconditional love inside you; if that doesn’t work at first, think of the unconditional love you have for your young son. Expand that feeling until it begins to fill a part of the emptiness inside you. Next think about what you would like to manifest for that day. Put only positive energy into your day. If anything negative pops up, immediately think of that love again and provide a positive response to your negative situation.

You are being much too hard on yourself now. When you can start enjoying the love around you, you will find that you draw love and hope into your life. The thing that shines the most in light is love. Teach your son to love himself and he will always shine.